how could this happen to me

How could this happen to me.. I’ve made my mistakes Got nowhere to run… The night goes on. Kindest regards, Petethank you so much for your kind words and taking the time to comment. How could this happen to me. Stinco also plays a second solo as the song fades out. I’d force my body through my Mon-Fri job only to lay comatose for 48 hours before repeating the torture.I had no assets to fall back on, I wasn’t married and my family had distanced themselves, while the prospect of being able to work in any career was looking difficult.I felt doomed and hopeless.

How could I develop an autoimmune disease at the age of 36?Although the first 3 decades of my life hadn’t necessarily been easy, I had faced, and triumphantly overcome, varying challenges including caring for a terminally ill mother, a mentally ill sibling, and owning my own business in the mix.I was capable, resourceful, intelligent and had a proven track record I could deal with some of life’s ugliest moments.But… I did have this one requirement underlying it all… One necessary ‘condition’ that allowed me to be the ruler of my world: my health.One must have health if they want to be in control of their life, right?All these symptoms and more appeared in an unpredictable pattern that made it impossible to figure out a way to manage.Interspersed were days where I felt relatively ‘better’ (as in, being 75%).Gone were the days where I experienced a pain-free day.I could not care for myself – basic self-care like showering, laundry, dishes, groceries, putting gas in my car, not to mention going to work… every single thing required inordinate amounts of energy of which I had none.I’d try to do my dishes and tidy up but the exertion was too much and would land me in bed for days. How can things get better?’ I chose to focus on my strength and resilience; on the fact that I was still on the planet and breathing in spite of it all.Maybe not the way I used to or how I imagined it, or what I would prefer, but so long as I am breathing, I am a living force.The life force that you are is everything. Sound: Download Sound.

Ich glaube jeder hat was verloren, was er mit dem Lied verbinden kann. do not define us, they are only one part of the whole. Just get up, turn the head up and move on!This is so powerful and I can relate so much. How could this happen to me!? This was not supposed to happen. Then abruptly just as the two cars collide, the entire family is violently thrown into the walls surrounding them as the boy falls out of his bedroom window and the dad lands on his computer. To Many Dank Memes.

I could see no possible positive outcome for my future.If only… I had enough money I could hire help around the house with domestic duties.If only… I had a different job, one with a less toxic environment I’d manage better.If only… I didn’t have to work at all, that would be the answer.If only… I had a spouse, someone to lean on, my life would be easier.I was a good person.

They never let me down :)Yes, most of us get devastated and feel like the life is just over. Related Boards: Dank Memes 420 Akbar. 1 Tracks 16787 Views. I don’t have an autoimmune disorder but I do have a genetic disorder and my health issues affected my view of myself for a long time (people would make a lot of assumptions about me, my intelligence, my mental health because of it). 17 Tracks 43543 Views.

Everybody’s screaming I try to make a sound but no one hears me I’m slipping off the edge I’m hanging by a thread I wanna start this over again…..

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